I Would Die For That
I don't think that it's a secret that my heart still aches when I think about the fact that I will never again be able to carry and deliver another child of my own. I feel like part of me is missing. Well.. I guess there is something missing. My uterus. I know that the day will come when my sister in law tells me that she is pregnant again. I know that my brother and his future wife will more than likely have children. My hope and my prayer is that God will give me the peace to accept this and be happy. To not ache any longer. To not feel a void. To not wish that it was me.
I ran across this on "Our New Normal". Kam posted it after seeing it on another blog as well. It's so wonderful. I know that many of my readers can relate.
God does have a plan for me... for us. His plan is far greater than any plans we may make on our own. Even if right now I am unable to see the good, I have faith.
ps. Go visit Kam. She is lovely and I think that you will LOVE her.
Is your heart aching for anything?
12 comments:
I would love for my kids to be small again - just for the day! :<(
that is such a touching video. I am also trusting in God for his perfect plan for children. It's hard sometimes but I know He knows what he's doing and that is so comforting! Praying for you today!
Very sweet! You know there is a lot of things I WANT but nothing that I need. I can actually and honestly say that at this point in my life, I am unbelievably satisfied. Who knows what the future may bring or what may sending me kneeling and praying at night down the road, but for now, I'm content.
I too at times feel the ache of never being given the opportunity to be pregnant again. Our choice as a couple...but still hard none the less. Thanks for sharing.....
Im bawling over here! I so needed to read this...Since Im in the same boat as you I also cant forget to pray that I have peace when finding out others are pregnant around me.
Wow! That one really made me cry! Thanks for sharing! We struggle to conceive for 2 years and now have a 6 month old! God is good!!
Love that video!!
I can only imagine how you feel girl.. but all things happen for a reason. God has a plan for you... and you have a beautiful baby boy:)
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I remember seeing that video awhile ago and it made me cry so much that I doubt I could ever watch it again. I can totally relate to the song. It's songs like that which remind me how very blessed I am.
Oh i can not watch that video. makes me cry every, single time
I came across this video on another blog. It makes me cry every time. I even bought it off iTunes to let DH hear it. I haven't played it for him cause I can't seem to control the flow of tears yet.
I havent seen that video in a while and boy did it bring back some emotions. We struggled for 2 years to get pregnant with ej and have had 6 miscarriages. The longing for a child is so intense. I will pray for you friend so that you will have his peace. I know I am thankful every single day for my miracles and dont take a moment for granted.Thank you for this reminder.
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